I’m popping so much ecstasy that ion feel no more Its crazy lord you said you love but show no remorse And I don’t understand your plan cause i keep taking loss Losses after losses Im getting lost in this storm If you aint gonna bless me for me bless me for my mama She’s been through so much I swear I’m tryna clear the drama She’s been calling me to come back home but I don’t wanna I don’t wanna go back home cause I don’t got the mulla Stay down stay humble Emmy that what they all said Keep on pushing Emmy you got a big bag ahead How can i keep on pushing i don’t have a clear head Somebody help me please or i might die here I aint fucking with society its always dnd I don’t want no Nigga round me who goan envy me I kept a 100 to my day 1 and my loyalty Journey to the top why they envy me