Benreyz MixxI wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea I wanna raise the money too, Invest in plastic surgery I wanna cover myself from head to toe in super sexy scars Because I mean aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I'd punish my body cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed! The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place I wanna slash across what used to be, my face! I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I'd punish my body cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed! The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed They say it gets better, But I guess that was a lie I guess we all just fake it till we die Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else But its harder when you have to love yourself I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I'd punish my body cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed! The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed x3 <3