Lord forgive me too im noticing im being rude more again fighting for this mission as im breaking the rules Lord forgive me ooh ive been wicked, i know more again fighting for this mission as im breaking the rules i might be wrong lookin for 'tension, lookin for things i dont know people i love dont love me back am on my own had this big hole inside my heart n now im numb im feeling kinda stressed out but is okay had this one shot but i shot it tryna kill my phobia having a good times or great times are like my hobby i dont wanna ruin the party i didnt mean to go there still dont mean im okay seems like they hate me but hatred made me realize my everything nightmares and demons hopped on my energy living life keep staring like this cant be true is this the sane me? my thoughts "love dont