I'm sorry that I act this way You wish that I was someone different, people never change Sometimes I wish I did for you, it haunts me everyday I'm still the victim of my flaws, the mistakes that I make So I feel uncomfortable, living in these memories Shoulda known better than push the only one that cared for me The legacy of all we had, always felt like destiny Now I'll never have that person that'll always treasure me Cheer me up, lay me down Never let your misdemeanors taint your crown Spark a flame, set our hearts ablaze What'd I need to do to get me back the yesterdays I've learned my lessons, I'm on the route to redemption, on these self therapy sessions, I ponder upon these questions Why do I hate me, and make them think that I'm crazy, socialize less on a daily, when I really am