This song mostly has to do with how I felt in High School I was quite the oddball and not many people really respected me. I never had many close friends and when I was having issues with my mental/physical health they didn't really help. In the end, I just felt alone. I decided to do drugs like marijuana to cope. I also tried to commit suicide when I was a senior in high school due to health problems and feeling like everything was falling apart. Thankfully, I didn't go through with it and here today to write about it.