This song is about a 21 year old boy who's been through a lot half of his life, he wrote and recorded this track after feeling not loved and appreciated by his family and people around him. Subz wrote this song in tears in a shack full of darkness while thinking of taking his own life , he had suicidal thoughts couple of times but never succeeded in doing it; the second time he was saved by his ex-girlfriend and her family after they've showed him love and support. In this song there's a voice note of his ex trying to stop him after he texted her that he's taking his own life.Listen to the song to understand