I'm so heavy I'm so empty Walking contradiction in the heart of all my pain I cant think right Crying All night Sleepwalking in the day with the ghosts of memories I have no help solitary self and I seek to find some healing but the woulds I can not bind when I had you I had life now your gone I close my eyes to darkened dreams I mentioned to my self the regret alone is mine I hope to break away from the emotional chain and the face of all the fears is the salted streaks of tears and the fate of my decisions deny me my reprieve