Sometimes in life, it feels like life doesn't want me here as much as I've been trying my best to get to the top but it feels like life is pulling me back and I got no friends I wonder what am doing here since I got no chance I've been trying just to think just to figure it out about everything that's happening to me now I cannot even be myself cause I know that am scared of them the expect to loose in this life but am gonna give it my all to win every single day am feeling alone cannot even complain it to anyone I know you can hear my voice now but that's just how I can complain I need your help to make it out cause am dead inside my own self am sorry that I don't talk much about all I feel inside