I made this song in 2018, while trying to avoid expressing the issues I was facing with my mental health. I like to hope that I've learned better coping mechanisms since then, but I'd be a liar if I said I haven't slipped into old ways. This feels very different than anything I've been making in the 2 years after, so it's important to me to release it as a time capsule for myself. I hope it means something to someone else, too.