I'm drowned in my pain I'm lost in my thoughts I'm feeling so high and I feel so numb it's hard to love again I can not trust a beach I tried too many times My heart was broken all the time I learnt I had to stop cause I keep getting fucked cause I keep getting hurted I think am lost again I tried find my way but the more I try to turn The more deeper I keep getting into it addicted to these drugs I do it think I lost my way again oh God help a nigga find his way back we live in a world of hate , while all the teach us growing up was how to love.. They lied to us alot , cause I see as man right now people discriminating with a whole lot of hate . What a life , ,the life ain't a joke so be careful.. while you laughing.. Cause when the table is gone turn you never know the edge wh