"DIE 4 ME" started off as a freestyle. I was in the studio looking for beats and I heard the first 10 seconds of the song and just started spitting lyrics. I think I had a lot of built-up frustration and mixed emotions. I battle between wanting to date someone/is in a relationship but also fear heartbreak. I'm too scared to be vulnerable with someone. I'm afraid my partner would take it as a sign of weakness and use it against me, because when I really fall for someone. I fall. I will cancel all my plans just to hang with you. I truly will put them above all.