the song was a one take recording during my darkest moment. with the faith of hope that I am up to something great and that my inner street is lead me to greatness. I knew as a vocalist that playing the talking drum wasn't a mistake and had been in the face of either picking one for the other. but I pondered for years how I can make use of this secondary gift I have which is playing the talking drum and I have always had faith that there is room for it in music and I took the lip of faith with Upto something.