so listen there was a time when i went through so much stuff personally, i didn't have anyone to turn to or to help me deal with all the emotions i was feeling at that time, so i told my self the only way i can ever be me again is to Face The World even when things got so hard to an extent that I cried almost everyday because Yeah, Shit was so real I felt I shouldn't even exist anymore, Like it was a mistake to be born... I felt like the worst human being alive n i almost committed suicide, as if things couldn't get worse, i lost the closets people and at that point i felt how it feels to be the saddest, lowest and most heart broken being ever.... i almost turned to drugs just to help me sleep & deal with all the pain, stress, anxiety and depression i had but instead i wrote a few songs