reflecting on my life i think about our time together all the night i cried the part of me it died all the times you tried to remember invisible I'm your silent passenger won't make a sound i disappear am i even really here? why do i always let this happen? this time it hurts more than i can imagine sometimes i wonder if i deserve to be abandoned just meant to be sad and alone like i'm supposed to be is this how love's supposed to be? tragedy it becomes me disintegrate my effigy manifest my destiny i just wanna rest in peace oh the sweet release baby don't do this to me tragedy it becomes me oh it's in my history oh you blew a kiss to me replenish my dopamine pretend that you notice me recite you my poetry oh i sing this song for you i waited so long for you reflecting on my life ...