I was talking about mad obsession at the beginning.it really meant my obsession over the music.I went through depression over life problems at home,with school Most of them are very personal and I might never mention them.But all I can use to describe it is that I was in my own world when I was making this track A feeling of not hitting my targets,being left behind by my peers in life,a feeling of not being enough to my family my friends my deceased mom,being behind in class Being behind in life in general. Cohesion I referred to was simply the bond I have with the music It’s really the only thing that has always had all ears for me,the beats I hop on. Bros endorsing and all that Everyone who heard me was like I hit and sound good and that my works are fire.