...im sorry. school starts tmrw n im scared. im having mental breakdowns daily n im having one rn. i feel terrible. my eyes r red, my face is red, i look even more horrible than i normaly do n im too fat n ugly. idek how someone can like me n how people r not disgusted by looking at me bc i am. and no i do not have a great personality nor im kind and helpful. i dont deserve any of u guys n other people irl like my friends or bf. I. DO. NOT. DESERVE. U. ALL. IM TERRIBLE AND I CANT ANYMORE. I PRAY THAT GOD WILL HOPEFULLY FINALLY HEAR ME