It’s a bit difficult to say if this is a love or heartbreak song. Just vibe. The first line more or less summarizes everything. Don’t make it anything else. It’s kind of like when you feel like you really like someone but at the same time, you have other stuff to evaluate and lessons that you’ve learned that make you a bit reluctant to just throw yourself, you know ? End of the day you can’t really change your feelings but- here we go.