Everyone is allowed to be vulnerable. I think women and men and dogs and cats and ants and aliens can all express themselves and be vulnerable. […] ‘Soap’ was written about my current boyfriend when we were first talking. I felt too scared to say how I felt about him and thought if I told him it’d be like throwing a toaster in his bath. So I washed my mouth out with soap. anyone can really relate to this song. I’m sure there was a time in everyone’s life where they felt too scared to say how they felt so they ‘washed their mouth out with soap.On the standout and lead single off of his album deadroses, “idfc“ details blackbear’s complex feelings for a girl. Even though he has feelings for her, he acts like he doesn’t care about all of her mistakes, when in reality they hurt him deep inside