grey :(grey if you come online but don't feel like talking i understand that, i just want you to know im so sorry you're feeling like this and i wish i could take away your pain, i love you so much. if you ever wanna talk to me then you always can, im here for you ❤️ i really hope you're okay and i don't want you to do anyhting bad to yourself 😖 you're young, there's many better times to come, please hold onto hope, i wanna guve you as much as i can!! i know being optimistic can be hard for some, i wanna always try to bring up the positives!! bad things happening now means really amazing things for the future! i know you must think about all the hard things that has happened, and you maybe have trauma, but i want to be here to help you at least cope, i hope to do as much as i can to help the one i love ❤️ so if you wanna talk, please do, and if you don't that's okay, sometimes you just don't feel like talking, i understand how it is!!! but the point of this is i love you, i care about you, i want you to be okay and if you need help then im here!!! i might not be online today, but i will keep checking this app to see if you come online, okay? i will reply if you say anything!!! 🥰❤️