This song came out, after Flowery Beard had digestive reflexion about "how your parent's life experience can affect yours?" On his own words, I was raised by a single mother who did everything she thought was right for her children, but I could tell that something that could fix her was missing around. Since, I believe that having the person you truly love by your side, can bring a kind of balance in your life. I tried to love and fell for girls that showed me that, sometimes love can also hurt. Especially when you did not feel the same way. So, I stopped looking for love and obviously it hurt more. Then I realized that what we were sharing wasn't love but an overdose of bad drugs