And I drive home not feeling successful Something is wrong and our lives are a handful I don't want to be housed I don't need to hit I don't want to be fed I don't need to kissed Writing a poem You sat to my right The sun it has fallen Again Earth is night I haven't seen stars in so long My heart screams a cry And I know that I love them And I need to try Forced me my body God said that he loved me But oh Lord, he lied We're almost gone My tongue still tastes it I embrace the scent In seconds I leave it And my wrists are healing My binder is stretched I AM STILL HEALING MY MIND IS SO WRECKED IT WAS WRECKED BY YOUR WORDS AND MESSAGES YOU SENT IT FUCKED UP MY HEAD BABY WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN WHERE HAVE WE WENT? WE TOOK THIS TOO FAR, PUPPY WHERE HAVE WE WENT? WHERE HAVE WE BEEN? ...