not good enoughhhhhh☽𖤐☾ I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea. I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart excruciatingly. I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me. The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed. I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best. I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place. I wanna slash across what used to be my face. I want to be torn apart excruciatingly. I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me. The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed. The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed. They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie. I guess we all just fake it 'til we die. Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else. But it's harder when you have to love yourself. I want to be torn apart excruciatingly. I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me. The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed. The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed☽𖤐☾