these girls hop around like it’s double dutch wine in my cup sizing em up where is the love reaching for air suffocated by trust issues this shit isn't fair i played by the rules and got clipped on the air i showed you i cared i was really there helped you more than i thought i would dare i was dealing with my shit but then i canceled it answered every phone call you dont know the half of it never told you cuz i know your thoughts snowball i tried to be a good guy but all i got was cut throat i stopped everything i stopped making beats and chasing dreams so i could help you chase your dreams funny how that shit turned quick to a nightmare ex girl on my mind thousand yard stare out of the war but i smell blood in the air PTSD close my eyes i see you there impaired stumblin on my feet