I’m density enshrined in loss In grief I drown The casual cost Of my submissive misery Against this tide of Utter agony So bitter I can’t choke it down Stranded in a groan Nothing but an Abscessed Aching Deathly hollow tolling Other people, all the constant pulling Leading me So numbly Blood on blade Lead with My hope. Flay me swift Sleep me dirty Drown this existential horror Empty me of Mortal Distaste Nothing special Just another Hot mess Soaking stains in Pebbled mortgages My dreams All algebraic spam Citizens arrest PADDLES; STAT! Code Blue What I’ve been through Is just a Bad joke With a stultifying aftertaste Again returning All their vomitous Attitudes Are pinning down my Survival instinct It’s not as intrinsic As I make it seem It’s just this flight This treachery began