This song has many different meanings I wrote it in a way that if someone were to listen to it they could create their own meaning that they specifically can’t relate to. When it comes to me the songs has multiple meanings itself but the main inspiration for the song was my overbearing perfectionism, as an artist and a person I always find myself expecting the worst from what I do and never appreciating my goals or accomplishments as I always feel like there was something I could’ve done better or a time when I was unproductive and didn’t maximise my time spent on the task which is were the title comes from. The chorus is me talking to myself telling myself that I’d given it my all confused at why my brain wouldn’t accept it.