fall and winter are seeping through the cracksfall is here again and i still feel the same as i did last year; i still listen to some of the same songs that i did last year. many of these songs are some of my favorites from back then, and still are now. my appearance and personality have changed so much since then, but i still feel the same, if not worse. things are moving too quickly and none of it even feels real, maybe i’m not real. maybe it isn’t and i’m not either, holy hell, i really hope none of this is real.