Optional lyrics: How long's it been? Since my pain's been known? Want to cry, can't say goodbye, as I'm shriveling up, Down to the bone. What's my purpose? What's my meaning? Without her warm embrace in my arms? Will I get to see them all again after death? Will I love again as I take my last final breath? Power of two, now I got a screw loose! I've been forgoing old lines, now my cries age like wine! I can't take all this a-ban-don-ment Want to join those who came-and-went Wanting to relive the merr-i-ment, But there's nowhere to go in the present! Suicidal, make it worth while! Lucky rabbit, goddamit habit, give me some damn rememberance! Living no life, let death take mine, Let the stacks of my shattered life, Fill up to the brim with cyanide! Why live a life that was never meant-