Story behind : "It's been over a month since you left me, my love. Not a day goes by without me thinking of you... I miss you like crazy. But I've decided to stop being sad and have learned acceptance and patience. This song, 'MESSIAH ', is specially dedicated to you and my lovely father in heaven. It's not just a song, but a representation of the darkest moment of my life and how I felt throughout the process. Every time I listen to it, it will remind me of you."