This song is one I wrote, actually I had wrote the hook out then I freestyled my verse and the mind set was a vibe I was feeling being isolated , literally for going a little over 3 years now starting my life again and you know I see the world on a grand scale and I see the way people are people want love they say and then when they find it all of a sudden all of the you know once they get comfortable it seems like everything that you are supposed to be with someone face people don't care people don't fight people don't try to hold on to something just because it gets hard you know most people will give up at that point but to me this was my mindset because I don't want to die alone but I've also been very very hurt and you've been through situations in my life that really you know taught me a lot of course I could be negative but I try to take the positive from everything and this is me and my search for finding someone who will actually not just talk about this about being a ride or die but actually their actions back it up you know everything isn't always perfect everything isn't always beautiful you got to learn to move through life and when something's broke you fix it you kno